I need you all to understand this one
point - because it’s really the main point of this writing – The facts
presented in the previous paragraph do not change one important fact – I did
not choose Him – He chose me! No matter my sin or fears or lack of faith in
God’s faithfulness one thing never changes – Him. Nor is my status as a son of
God somehow placed in jeopardy by my inability to escape my sin and fear. It
does not even disqualify me from the blessings God has for me. He blesses me
many times daily. It simply serves to show me that no matter how hard I try or
how desperately I want to be holy as He is holy or how badly I just want to be
accepted by Him I will be unable to do it in this life and in this mortal
frame, as this body is temporary, just like my fear. In fact, if my priorities
are straight, my fear and weaknesses remind me daily of this one important
fact: I am not good and that is exactly as He planned it. That’s why God, in
Jesus, had no other choice than to die for me. That fact is central to a
healthy understanding of the Gospel and if it’s not the same for you, then you might
believe a lie.
I get that perfect love casts out
fear. I know that there is now no condemnation to those who are in Christ
Jesus. I understand that all things are possible for those who love God. I
realize that all things work to good for those who love God and are called
according to His purposes. I’ve read the verses a hundred times but sometimes
the fear still gets through. Isn’t it the same for you?
Most Christians know and believe all
the verses I just quoted, yet fear and doubt are at an all-time high in church
congregations. Why is this? This is because we are still living in a fallen
world and though we may have heard and believed the truth it has not saturated
us to the point where we believe it as the default - and frankly – according to
the Bible, it will not in this lifetime – at least not completely, until we see
Jesus face to face. Too many times I’ve seen someone I loved hurt or betrayed
or killed when it seemed to make absolutely no sense at all and even seemed to
conflict with the promises in the verses above. This is OK. This is life. It is
hard sometimes and we simply don’t get a vote. When Jesus says, “Fear not” it
was not intended as a command that we can use to feel guilty when we fear – it
is a statement of fact, to comfort God’s children and remind us that there is
no fear in His love, but God will allow fear because the very fear we despise
in ourselves will point us to the truth of the scriptures about fear and how
God’s grace is present in them. Steve Brown says all the time he is scared
every time he gets on a plane but the fact that he still gets on the plane is a
much bigger demonstration of his faith than getting on the plane if there were
no fear. I concur. Perfect love casts out all fear – that is true – but my ability
to love, and my understanding of God’s love have been corrupted by my
upbringing, and my friends, and my church family, and all the other broken
people and situations that have influenced me throughout the course of my life.
Therefore I have far from perfect love – so I will fear from time to time. Like
Steve Brown though, I get back on that plane. I climb in my big red death box
and hurtle down the road at 70 every morning because I believe what God’s word
says… sometimes.
I heard it said recently that what
the life of a Christian looks like is perfectly exemplified in the words of
John the Baptist in John 3 – “30 He must increase, but I must
decrease.” This means that our faith should not be centered on ourselves, like
when we make ourselves a sin management project, where we are constantly
focused with ridding ourselves of sin. This is because too often, like the
Pharisees and Saducees in the parable of the prodigal son, we are so
self-obsessed with doing better and trying harder that we reject those who God
has actually put us here to reach.
Remember - Jesus was a friend to
sinners and winebibbers. Most Christians I know in the evangelical Church today
would be offended if that were said about them. Can you say the same for
yourself or are you the typical evangelical in America today – You’re constantly
surrounded by other Christians, at church 4 nights a week, all because it makes
you feel good about you and keeps you away from places you shouldn’t go? Now
don’t misunderstand – when you first come to know Jesus, this may be necessary
for a time, but God does not call us to work within the confines of any four
walls – even the walls of a church building. All of creation is the Lord’s. How
about we set our minds on God’s purposes; to love and to serve others, rather
than continue our silly, futile, prideful efforts at self-sanctification? Allow
your sin and weakness to become just as big a part of your witness as your
victories, so that Jesus will be at the center of the tale, instead of you.
You’ll be surprised how our weaknesses grab the attention of those we are
placed in the paths of. Think about the first paragraph of this blog – didn’t
that title and opening remark make you want to hear that story? The love and
grace of Jesus Christ in the face of our unrighteousness should be the center
and focus of every Christian witness. It’s the only human story with a happy
ending and the only way to witness that reflects less of us and more of Him.